A Zoo of Zeitgeist

Lately,

2010-10-30T00:53:00.000-07:00

#1: Spent a whole Monday visiting LACMA & then having lunch at the Grove's Farmers Market, I love Los Angeles!

#2: Even if terrible and took long, getting back up on my feet and being "artistic"/aka PAINTS!

#3: Discovering my intellectual side (trust me, it's not about science)

#4: Spending more time in here, on a routine basis, I love shitting on schedule!

#5: Realized the most unserious conversation could ultimately be the damn frekkin cutest...

Life is good...

P.S. Also starting to study art in Spanish, I think education is try to telll me something..

Ma cousine de la France est là!

2010-07-17T12:26:00.001-07:00

Deeez iz mi prima who has to first names, cool eh? She lives in France, but is Polish/Asian. And seriously has been travelling for months, living off of the range of cousins. But she's sweet, speaks super soft, and everyone thinks she's 14 even though she's old enough for cigs, but not drinking...we're in Vegas, figuring out how not to bake in this monstrous heat.
We took her to Hollywood, Melrose, rich peoples' front yard to see the Hollywood sign, then to Santa Monica pier.
But before all this we took her to REAL Mexican food (my cousin's jont somewhere down this line of twisted family),
not the Baja Fresh she was told was Mexican food...pshhh & then we got fat YAY!!

P.S. She like always finishes her plate, in the nicest manner possible, but I know secretly there's a beast in her! She says its good fung shui. Or maybe she is just the skinniest fat person I know...

Auf Weidersein

2010-07-07T16:34:00.000-07:00

I'm already shipped ahoy...but I will slowly piece out the trip in photos!

Day 1

PMDP...

2010-06-16T15:29:00.000-07:00

(Pretty much done packing) SON!
im thuuuper doooper stoked!

i wish i could take her with me, but she's no longer pocket size
...makes me sad when kids get bigger :(

my favorite sandwhich & cheap meal...its like >2.00$
freaking duuuhhlish...but jalapenos are hot mother f♥kers

then cupcakes next door, it's literally a death trap
but red velvet, taste bud heaven!!
(too bad they cost more than a damn sammich)

The euro-trip is actually a tour, but unfortunately this is not our bus(-tache)
ahhh freaking genius!! I love ridiculous people

I'm feeling more European by the day

2010-06-09T23:50:00.000-07:00

Ma's birfffday breakfest, we're birthday buddies for a week ;)

Summmer just kicked offf...and of course I'm bored as hellll. With no more schoolwork to panic about and have no time to sleep, I'm dying.
My health sucks, but HEY I'm traveling with a bunch of people with high medical bills next week
I'm freaking excited!!! First time out of the continent...I'm impressed with life already
But not to mention practicing and guessing mindless on pronunciation in German language
It still does not go through my head that most Europeans know English
but HEY, who wouldn't want the chance to say "Haaallooooo Guten Tag!"
I'm taking sserious cash from seriousssly the best birthday I've ever had
I can't put too many photos up because I don't want to expose my life too much to the ghost
who is even reading this on their new HP laptop
But it was the ridiculously amazing birthday weekend:
Surprise best friends hauling ass out of a car at your school (with flowers&singing 90s balloons)
Limo ride to Buca di Beppo & getting super bloated to the max...and having strangers sing to you
Going to downtown with vintage shops that are closed because your limo was late
But then WAIT! Oh look a surprise jazzzzz show!...at an actual jazz venue, not on youtube WHooooohfcjkdgfvjh
.Deepsleeeep.
Downtown again with open shops and buying cool elephant & hand belts
Then BEEEEACHHHH & a chili place by the pier thats practically hotboxing your family and friends
sweeetlordbabyjesus i love my family and friends, and thanks mama jamma :')
people say "God is great", but wake up... "mom is greatest!"
ahhhh wonderful, but since I'm in German accent mode...
VONDERFUL!

P.S. International Doughnut Day? Heck YESSS!! Helloooo free shit from Krispy Kreme

Day by day

2010-05-09T00:12:00.000-07:00

1 Sibling's phone shot of whale watching (there was a whole room filled with zombie-like seasick kids passed out, freakin' great)

2 In reaction to the third photo

3 I ran out of my room because the clouds were so vibrant, although the shot itself is not of that much justice

Happy Mother's Day!

I know not everyone has a mother or motherly figure, but whether lost or absent in your life, mom is the most powerful thing. I didn't always have great buddy-buddy relationship with my mom, but over the years I realized life was passing awfully fast, and knew that I would never want to be one of those people who said "I wish I knew my mom better". And now I do have a great bond with my mom, I completely ignore her cranky side, embrace her love and devotion, and I love her more than ever! The ungrateful days have strayed away. Even though at times I never knew it, she has been by my side and even had the will to keep in the womb of course! I love you mama jamma & I hope you never forget that!

DDRF #2

2010-05-02T20:41:00.000-07:00

People underestimate the art of recycling.
Cashing in tomorrow,
I say about $35

♥

2010-04-25T22:19:00.000-07:00

Venice Beach...or canals, technically we didn't walk on the sand
just the itty bitty grains left on the sidewalks, full of
medical marijuana signs.
the homes are so sweet there, too bad people key windows...

Enjoying...

2010-04-24T22:25:00.000-07:00

a sweet revenge in Dodgers defeating the Giants
it being Jackie Robinson Day ♥
& Slash playing the National Anthem at 7th inning

the feeling of accomplishment, with new pairs of $6 'n' under new shoes

realizing there is such thing as lightning in volcanic activity, that's the cherry on top

The weeks have been tiring but full of entertainment,
now I shall go keep myself from life and start studying for exams again...

Fun, fun, fun

2010-04-14T20:55:00.000-07:00

'til her daddy takes her T-bird away

Some good few hours of fun, slushie water, but purrrrfecto weather!
Get up & go to your local beach for some chillaxin' NOW!

(.not a glass cat...broken camera phone lens.)

Mis zapatos nuevos de la Rose Bowl Flea Market

2010-04-12T22:45:00.000-07:00

♥

They were woth the $40, in new condition. + it was love at first sight, i had to. It even made me a few friends.

Misty not Mornings in the Evening

2010-04-12T22:39:00.000-07:00

are dandy.

I like to pretend this Brazil and just caption it Brazil, yet it boggles with too many minds...and it truly is just a place near my house that reminds me of it...too bad nobody really appreciates its wonderfulness, except for gulfers, they take up these green fields! This was literally perfect weather. This is pure to me. (And I just happened to be taking a bike ride, readin', and invading peoples properties)

2010 x DDRF #1

2010-04-12T22:23:00.000-07:00

is still a rollin' in April, I've made choices that I shall try to follow through with:
-write a book based on my friend's story in order to help her acheive a greater and more meaningful life (BIG one right there, ehh??)
-paint more often, i simply just miss it, i really do
-go beachin' like no ones business
-start working again
-raise those grades sistaaa!!
-finish READING Pride & Prejudice (simply impossible)
-Finish reading: Everything is Illuminated, Alice in Wonderland/Through the Looking Glass, Exit here., No One Belongs Here More Than You
-Gather enough junk & cool s**t to have a booth at the Rose Bowl Flea Market
-Save up for summmma bebe!
-Take more pictures with phone
-Have fun & Be happy...most importantly!

P.S. I held a Haiti benefit, it was pretty damn rad. I encourage people to take on a project out of your league and totally emerse yourself in it, especially if it benefits others...and do it with niice friends, its even better.

C H R I S S M A S ! T I M E S

2009-12-27T21:19:00.000-08:00

Eve & Christmas are the best of course my horse! Fun freakin' fantastic time with family, lil' chilly and shopping galore...for other people, burned a hole in my feet and my wallet!
Received many cool gifts mostly jewelery, I also own half a laptop! ...along with my sista sista, how nice of my pops right? He got it on super discount too ;)

+ wooden flute/recorder thing with a carved llama, mickey hippie purse, whats your poo tellin' you book, money money money monaaaay, love n compassion, oh shit yeah & badass 40s style shoes that match my flight chaqueta, gracias mamasita!

Gave out:

tamales (so everyone has something to unwrap) jk jkjkjkjkjk;
dresses, capes, books i never returned, nice colored scarves, super sweet hello kitty chapsticks, chocolate, coin purses with gay slogans, accidently wasabi flavored gum, teddy-grams that ive never seen, a bird stand, cheese spreaders, digital keychain, n gnome pajamas F * * K Jahhhh

Things I miss dearly

2009-12-15T20:03:00.000-08:00

a. The two greatest friends EVER.

b. Little ones with lovely hearts of laughter!

and things I love greatly

1. Family that fights 'n' bites.

2. Older Family

3. Oh yeah did I say family? ... +snow!

! Life is the greatest gift of all !

The Blue Days Are Coming

2009-12-05T01:20:00.000-08:00

How I usually feel and how I do, adapting to this new habitat was a lot harder than I'd expected.

two too much to miss...

Book Two: Chapter 4

2009-11-29T21:57:00.000-08:00

I have now flown south to my new nest and have settled for the winter,
my new pad is very suhhhhwayttt!
It's like tri-level, and very comfy.
And I am sooooo happy for the holidays
& I've already had three life changing experiences since moving here:

un, moving here.
du, going to a hard ass school that may give me big options ( which is great for my undecisiveness right?)
twa, watching Up .

Holy s&^* I cried so hard in the first five minutes and wanted to cry throughout,
but it brought such joy and meaning to my life,
but once I entered the real world, I was disappointed,
but still I am one happy lady because of this movie
and look forward to life more than ever!

NO DOUBTTTABOUT IT.

*dude the space scenes in star trek are so cool!
**black friday was fun, and we super budgeted, so it was like a damn scavenger hunt, besides all the grueling scoundrels racing besides you with their 5,000 pound tv, damn them.
***I'm bummed I want to watch Modern Family and SUnny in Phillie NOOOOOW, por favorrr!
****Thanksgiving...lasted 2 hours...howsad.

On the first day of every month

2009-10-24T17:22:00.001-07:00

I tell people
happy __________! <---- insert new month in a bizarre way
but in OKTOBERFEST I went
to Disneyland & the Doctors

Sometimes...

2009-10-23T23:23:00.001-07:00

i feel pressured by nothing
but myself maybe..
i don't know what to do
or what to think,
how long i could last

i cry because i miss things too much,
i'm moving soon, and
doors keep opening, while others are closed
& some are just locked, and
i cannot figure out which ones

back
in the summertime

i'm leavin' this town

Homecoming to Coming Home

2009-10-18T22:08:00.000-07:00

Preety much exploiting everyone,
mama jamma was throwing a super secret 70s party
for my tia, and I went to homecoming instead,
(with scary makeup n height, but my everyone liked it [butme])
which I wish I didn't go, it was lame
and cost me $35, but I'm leaving soon
and it made my mom happy.

So I left the dance early, sick and tired
and happily barefoot and walked alone in the night
with cyotes to the ballroom for the party,
where the ENTIRE family was.

*Note: The "Studio 54" poster has to with this raunchy hip club in the 70's, but I made it 50 because my Tia was turning the uber olden but golden 5-0!

almost FAIL

2009-09-27T21:56:00.001-07:00

I've
taken up the wrestling team,
my-oh-my am I so damn outta shape
i don't know what I've gotten myself into,
but it eats up my time secretly
im gonna get butch, if i ever grow muscles
before i know it, it'll be a stache!

I've been to 4 practices
been sore for a few waaay tooo many days,
my body is not liking it,
but it's quite the challenge!

Too bad i can't keep up with those
guys and their damn testosterone
we sweat, about a few puddles, and the little practice room
becomes as thick as a sewer in Florida ?
it's priiiiiity sick , but it's fun !

I always forget to post this

2009-09-01T21:08:00.000-07:00

but that looks soooo so appetizing at this point.!

by Raquel olivo

"What Dreams May Come Chapter 1: Act I

2009-08-30T02:07:00.001-07:00

Lately, like last week, I started two things.
first it was Miles Davis (my past-lifetime love), which I've only painted the background, but this photo came up when I had first attempted to find fingers playing the piano for a musicians point-of-view kinda thaaang with a jazzy early 30s setting, and somehow I found this cool lil puppa.

& second jumped to a Swedish breakfast, I really like it.
It's actually a good image in my head and the photos from vintageportalen.se make the visual image in my mind great.

We'll see when I actually finish up now.

I hadn't painted in over almost a year, the sweet smelly goodnesss of chemicals from who-knows-where invaded my nostrils, it was great.

I think I'm secretly attempting to come up with a gang of shitz (aka a portfolio) for an LA arts school on cal state campus, when I move to Long Beach, if ever.

So many crazy great things are going to happen in life, come rain or shine, I'm f&heart;scking excited!

P.S. yo diggity dawg, I e-mailed Amy Reed for a Chickdowntown giveaway, which I superiorly doubt I'll get to give, but still a thrill just to e-mail her!

Demon Day'z

2009-08-29T17:26:00.000-07:00

It's been really crazy lately,
this heat,
daily dose of catfights x 2,

plus the worst part...

my back tire was murdered, by what i believe is
the stupidest piece of plant ever made,
looked like a seed, shanks like a thorn.
So depresssing!

But something picked me up yesterday,
watched one of the coolest places thaat-I'll-probably-never-see.
At first it was people hating on being called a Refugee,
which made me rethink what the word meant.
Either forced out of your home or your land of citizenship.
Things to learn: too many, I'll do a "knowyoshit!" post in a bit

+ I love Tedddytedtedtedddyburrr Kennedy, you're a great man Teddy!
Au Revoir !

(In this weekdays, there was an early day, not actually today)

2009-08-25T17:54:00.000-07:00

Today was quite'o'rite!

Early day, had an orange, walked home, incidently Choda wanted to come over with her stinky amigos, they were NOT allowed inside my house, that would be f♥ckin suicide, she was loaned my g-ma's pants, which are incidently really damn comfy and look kinda gross, but the good outweighed the bad, it coordinated with her LZ shirt. Then said my good-byes as they went to Target or whereever.
Passed them on my bike a lil later, rode to Subway, ate alone, I very much liked it, it's relaxing, first time i took my bike to out to an actual destination instead of "wherever the road takes thou." He stood alone while I waited to see if I had enough cash for my veggie-delite appetite.
This lady 2-second chit-chatted with me, (really she wanted me to move my bike from the other single seater), she was very nice, I like it when strangers talk to me, it's nice.
Bike rode home, then decided, was too quick for a stretch of awesomeness, so I rode the yellow brick rode to the freeway, and over the passage, just so I could ride downhill, awesome. I was a little wheesy, and it was bit blazing hot with no agua in sight, THEN went home. BUT on the way down the yellow brick road, the parallel freeway contained a motorcyclist who honked, fuck yeah, cycle pride...

Hours of homework, leg fell asleep,
listened and caressed James Blunt's music & lyrics, but I don't go chasing people all the time,
so every same sound aggrivated me,

found "Classic Chicano Sounds" on thee iPod, perfeeccct.

Now, home...alone, where is thou fambam? Who knows...

Cirque Du Freak !!!!!!

2009-08-09T10:52:00.000-07:00

I've severely lost my camera, maybe it was stolen by racoons who came in during our visiting hours of our home, they should have bought the house instead. My camera phone photos suck with my new old phone, they are tiny n chitty, 1.3 megapixels babyyy!

But for now...
oh-emmm-f♥cking-GGeeee YO!
Cirque Du Freak! Finally into a movie, I got the chills and almost turd my dress!
Whether it's good or bad, i don't give a shitz, it's Cirque Du Freak,
and one day I'm going to take over the directing and make it siiiick!
Just like how I originally planned! muahahha.hahauhdsehdwedw.
I really love that slick car in the background though, neaty-o.

little sneaky sneak! oh you, peaking tom!

"I've gotta million dolla beard y'alll!"

*OH yehhh, watch it hurrrr,

Bizzzy Bee

2009-08-08T21:21:00.000-07:00

My wonderfull night to No Doubt, excuse the visual horrors and chetty photo quality, none of us had cameras, I had taken one, but we kinda couldn't open it to put in the film and forgot batteries, silly meh!

I just came back from Las Vegas this weekend, it was really nice. THE Hotel, is wierd but has a snazzy lobby, but Planet Hollywood, buffet, Oh-emmm-geee! The food was delish! And cheaper than most buffet. I ate like f♥ckin' a weeks supply of meals and years of sugar. Damn! And I was so successful on my unhealthy sugar strike. But I'm pooped, I've done so many things, and have gotten a new cell phone & CHOOOOZ! And a haircut! Wow! You've missed out on so muuch self!

But recently,
nodoubt.westcovina.bestafriend.coolpeople.beach.made$500.garagesale.saw500daysofsummer.lagunabeachgalleriesandchakrashop.lasvegas.haircut.shoes.familytime.andcrazynews.
I love my life, no doubtaboutit!
Shit I'm supposed to finish reading Animal Farm, it's really crazy cool, but I have an attention span of a pinky finger (that doesn't make sense, but trust me it does).
Tomorrow I wanna develop my film, and see my Tia Anabanana, and sell my house, move n getta job, and start that wonderful lifestyle.

& a bike ride with mii new ayerrcut!

Polyvore

2009-08-08T21:20:00.000-07:00

is whore, for making outfits seems so difficulte, but I quite like theeees!

Oh you came in with the breeze//On sunday morning

2009-08-05T01:45:00.000-07:00

Left family, switched phones to a functional one (my mom's old phone with shitty tiny photos) but stilll al'good, chilled to musica caliente at V's house, got ready freddy, watched people out the windows on the way, encountered tooo many booties! (shoes)Uhhh we saw & heard Gwen + No Doubt, so F♥cking spectacular, amazing, wow, wow. V, B, & Me danced and sang pretty much the whole night, there n back.
Beautiful we all drowned in our own tears.
1. The Sounds
2. Paramore
3. No Doubt !
4. Gotz-mi-ashirtz
5. V played music with her feet-pod.
I really want to go to the San Diego show, life-crazy-noticing-changing-metamorphosis-experience.
Words, any kind of media can't explain.
But! Cheeeet was drivin' me crazy, dancing, jumping singin' barefoot, stepping on popcorn, B has sooooo much energy & dance gurrrl, you cannot compare! V doing the wax on wax off, me, just being a big galoot-no rhythemed me. We can sweat dude. I want to get B a tee for hurr birffday, since she didn't get one herself.

I went to the beach today, actually yesterday, I have to develop the film, it's going to be spankin', if we put it in right in the first place (or else I blame Ilonka)

I want to cut my hair again, like "back in the day.,"

Tonight !

2009-08-02T02:37:00.000-07:00

22 years laterr, siick

The Second Half of A Story

2009-07-23T11:50:00.001-07:00

I almost forgot the other real reason this morning to why I was so delighted n filled with colourful jazzy sparkles.
But it was because my mom finally met our neighbors across the street, and earlier I had waved hi to them, but she said the lady thought I was a really happy gal, and that made me super happy somehow, just something 'bout it is wicked sweet.
Then she said that my neighbor looks really sad and her parents are really strict (really right on target), then things were mellow again.

Later on I will be going to Disneyland with my baaad mama jamma, and you know what, we are going to have fun! Whoooo!! Just like the days in kindergarten where she'd take me out out early on Wednesdays to go.
I'm excited & it's a fresh summer breeze to be going to the "Happiest Place On Earth" Yeee!
Woah man woah! If you re-arrange those letters it spells, H - O - P - E ! Holy shit ballz.
Then after I'll be cleaning garages in Lake Forest for a few days, damn.

I'll miss my bike! Bye Babe ! For now, almost time for nighttime magic!

Zonkers !

2009-07-23T01:30:00.000-07:00

I've been a stressful lil lady lately, I don't know why, I haven't done much in this past few weeks, but maybe that's it, I feel the need to live it up again, & I'm getting anxiety attacks?
Well that sounds just about right

I felt like Chuck lately, or should I say Charlotte in this photo, it explains too much, almost perfectly (except I don't look like that), but i imagine myself in a world where things are quirky and all good, where life and death seems the most inconvenient thing there is. Where you feel like you can't touch anyone, and you feel dead.

But what is worse than that feeling, is when you've been complaining kickin' & screaming about meaningless self inflicted bullsh♥t, that when you wake up the next morning you find out this little girl you never knew, but someone in your family knew is dead. She told her mom she couldn't breathe and was rushed to the hospital, then that little girl had some strange fevers n sickness, and she needs to go to a children's hospital in Long Beach, but there's simply no room. Then that girl passes away the night before from today.
Things like this you can't simply comprehend, the girl is actually not in a physical form waiting to pick fights with her mom, grow up and have a life or the fact not many people can remember who she is. Or even that there's nothing to do but pray to someone or assure the family or give your respects, especially when you do not have a god or do not know the family too well.

And i thank life, for this life I'm living.

Hey Self,

2009-07-22T20:33:00.000-07:00

Sorry I've negelected you, not that I haven't really. Your thoughts are taking over my mind, You make too many assumptions and can't focus anymore. Your memory storage is sh♥t & that bike is really making you happy, yet no one willl share that with you. I believe today you noticed how lonely you are without your deeeedaley friends and how much you wish you had the time and privelage to be in West Covina and go on great adventures with them. But you don't because you're afraid, you're afraid the minute you leave your family that they'll suddenly dissappear and be damaged, and that you will have said goodbye which would be the sadder part. You want to always be by their side, but wish you had no anger engulfed in flames, because then you lose patience. You don't believe in God and have no one to talk to, seriously girl, you've got some mental shit goin' on. Try focusing on what's going on & store that file somewhere in your memory boxes, do not let it fade!

What happened to you, you fuck face!

Isn't He A Babe!

2009-07-17T00:44:00.000-07:00

Ohhh-emm-heeee!

I found my first love,
and dropped $208 dollas on him,
which is literally the most expensive thing i've ever spent on
being the first gentleman i've ever loved,
it's absolutely fine

he's everything you want!
gentle, super tall, multiple ethnicities, has headlights just like us gals when we're cold, he's super smooth, and slow, yup he like to take things slow
like cruisin' for a bruisin' slow haha

he came with a lady friend (hint hint; look at the drop-bar)
& with a mini beach
but I can't wait to take
to Long Beachhhha!
LBC Baby, sup motha f♥cka! SBK homie!!
(crinkling and krangling fingers in wierd forms that don't make sense but reach the speed of light)

This is my transportation and darling, [insert name here].
He's hard to ride though, when he's all up on your kaboose and your churnin' the pedals with blistered feet, because you enjoy barefooted-ness than anything else in the world, on incidently blazin' hot concrete, what a dumbass.

Now I can finally feel like one of them chicks from "Now and Then." That movie is my idol for summatime, the only reason why I've ever enjoyed one summer in my life, this one. Because it influeneces and calls for...

New times, new adventures, new fun in the sun!!

My end of sumer shall be filled with lovely snackings of soda-pops//lolipops//milkshakes//ice cream filled cones, cool rider ridin', & smashing face!

Sounds good dont'it?

My New Favorite Film that I've yet to stumble upon with my eyes

2009-07-15T10:34:00.000-07:00

and ears, while eatin' shitty finger lickin' popcorn with a side of coke,
because I like Goobers and a water bottle instead.
Both are great combinations, the Classic & Personal.

http://movies.yahoo.com/movie/1810007089/video/14502532/20090714/143/14502532-1000-wmv-s.89350042-,14502532-100-flash-s.89350044-,14502532-1000-flash-s.89350052-,14502532-300-flash-s.89350045-,14502532-700-wmv-s.89350038-,14502532-100-wmv-s.89350024-,14502532-700-flash-s.89350047-,14502532-300-wmv-s.89350032-,14502537-10300-qtv-s.89350067-,14502537-2700-qtv-s.89350061-,14502537-6800-qtv-s.89350064-

This looks f♥cking amazing,, I suggest you view the trailer.

and so did that, Soul Power

This is Mi Espacio

2009-07-11T20:13:00.000-07:00

"This is actually as clean as it gets, and normally there's at least a pillow, a blanket, a cat, five bottles of water, 10 notebooks, 7 recent magazines, 3 yellow pads, and just papers. The typewriter is a Remington that my G-ma gave to me, it was my granpapa's. I only type in it occasionally for important or sentimental notes of wisdom or occurring events. I have lots-of-love in my room from elephants from Marshall's, to wall-pockets from India, or coin purses from Greece, But it's usually a big mess made with love, but lately it had to be "presentable" for real estate agents to take it all away! So this is practically a memorial or ode to my Dear Desk. And I recycle a butt-load, have paints everywhere secretly hidden underneath, and my bed is secretly where I actually work at. And I really don't use pillows or sheets, because my cat just sheds her butt hairs on them. And there's nothing like a gracious dictionary & greek mythology encyclopedia cuddling with a 1950's Remington?"

-Words to Yoke Magazine, they like messy spaces, to bad mine was too clean!

To Yosemite & Beyond

2009-07-10T23:39:00.000-07:00

I can't tell how obvious how much mi camerrra sucks, it doesn't make sense, it's old when new 6.0 mega pixels digicamz cost 200. Wackity Wack wack. There's a story each and one of these stories, and I made so many collages and photo editing to make the picture better, that my eyes are bleeding, but it's my life in photos?

Plus, sorry to say the trip to SanFran was waaaaack! Only because we stayed there a day at a cool cheap travelodge motel, and didn't do shit!
My San Fran loving cousin understood my heartache and he offered me to stay a while when he moves out there. Then that will be just plain sick!

After Kings Canyon, we made all-wwoman spontaneous trips to Yosemite & San Francisco.

The best? Bike riding in Yosemite for 7 hours in the most ridiculous kid's bike in your life, you ass hangs off & you roll of rocks into gates...but it's al good!!

Life changing experience, but don't have your mama jamma force you to wear a helmet (unless you're a learner like myself) because it just blocks your peripheral vision of the wonderful mountain things & meadows.

But bewaare, the deer are creepier than you think, They are NOT all like Bambi.

This is the end my friend., Issue June

2009-06-30T22:37:00.000-07:00

Can you spoooot the rediculous foot tan, and yes I was wearing no shoes today, I like the essential feelings of the ground, and this is one of my favorite dresses, it reminds me of the beach...that I never go to, but maybe soon that will change, if i do sell my house & move to Long Beach. And maybe that baby bump will go down, and no, I am not pregnant, that's the silly part.

Seaside Dress from Forever 21, Gray Purse from my Grandmama's garage that I cleaned last week. (It secretly has 6 dollars in it), And my mother gave me these bare feet.
This is all less than twenty dollars,,, yeee!!

My mama jamma likes strike poses when she plays Ping Pong, she would be a great character in Balls of Fury.

Cougars like fooseball, they suck at that too.

But success overcomes some.

I finall saw my neighbor Nour today, I fed her little sister donuts that i didn't want in the house. She also talked trash about Acrylic Nails, that she eventually tried on and fell in love. I also gave her many clothes and jewelery, so I can pack light. This is probably the only photo in the history of mankind of her without makeup, muahahaah.

Then in the end, we ate at Richie's, at first to dine-in, then to-go, then we ate to-go food while dining in. And we bought flavored lolipops that lasted one hour, while we lasted half, and we rented Pink Panther 2, for the kids. I've already seen it.

And that was today.
Plus last day of Junooo '09. (pshhh secret...it's almost July!)

Finally Home

2009-06-29T21:42:00.000-07:00

I'm not trying to be an asshole, but today was shit, I hated everything. I didn't want to leave the house at all and attempted to submit for the Teen Vogue thing last minute, since I haven't been f♥cking home, it's not like I even left the damn country, or even the state. Yet right when I was going to be home on time and able to submit a photo and take one, my mom decides we needed food, even when we had plenty. f♥ckkkkk!!!

I shouldn't write anymore,
but the night before I got some news...
we're selling our gigantor house.

I don't even know what to think anymore,,

[Goodwill top, $4. Chandelier Earrings, $1.99. Elephant Necklace, ?. Old Navy skirt, $10. Chanklas from Mexico, $10. Bitchin' Mini Travel Case from Home Goods, $8.]

Farrr-ah-way now

2009-06-25T22:54:00.000-07:00

I barely found out this aftaanoon,
I hope you enjoyed everything Farrah,
and enjoy the rest

2009-06-22T22:29:00.000-07:00

I can't figure out my emotions right now,

maybe frustrated but whyyy Lady why
why must you be so insane when in lake forest,,
it killlls!
kills brain cellls, they pop
and your whole mind is ooozing with poop.

I am not there,

2009-06-20T02:07:00.000-07:00

because I'm always here, somewhat there//everywhere.

3 days, 2 nights. West Covina
4 days, 3 nights. Fonatanaanananabananarama
2 days, 1 night. Losangeles

3 more nights, then Lake Forest, then 2 nights, Rodondo Beach.,
...?

I've spent over 100 dollas in the past almost 3 weeks of summatime...
& I have the receipts to prove it!

[Insert photo of shitty coolthings taken with pro-camera here]

Panera, Mediterranean Sammi, 7.
Skate park, junkfood, 3.
Goodwill, hobotiedyetank/prettypurplegoldethnicshirt/oldladyvestforher, 11'78.
H&M, parrotdress that eventually became ilonka's, 19'50.
Del Taco, ungrateful sista's & cousins food, 6'55.
Forever 21, nifty elephant thing shirt, 11'50.
Penny's, her grad breakfest & mine too, 20.
Comic Book Store, Star Wars Comic (Her gift), 10.
Dono Sushi, Veggie Delights & whoever didn't have money, 20.

The H&M Trippy Parrot Dress//Silly Thing with Elephants!

She graduated and no one believes it...

2009-06-16T23:43:00.000-07:00

And now she's bored as hell at home, with all her young-ens still in high school taking summa school, so she spends her time MySpacing it at home and constantly avoiding thee Michael Mercal. And her moms constantly tells her she needs to find a job & I bug her too.

She is, The Deployed & Unemployed

Photos from June 11, not1975

This day was soooooooooooo INSANE! I lied but yeah it was pretty crazy... We pretty much did not have tickets to get inside the graduation that was packed with like a bajillion peeps and pimps and! ma's & pa's. But we sat outside far away, I was a blind man and the guarding gates were our home. The cheering reached beyond its max, and we ate poptarts and drank water from my traveling briefcase//with my brotha along. Right when we stepped on the field at the end in search for her, I pretty much skipped a few heartbeats because I had encountered this Armenian guy that I definitely love, but usually through far or cyber views, and there he was in front of me, beautiful, but I shall not exploit him... but I still want him to have my babies, biological or not.
It took half an hour for anyone to find her, the place was a hot mess, there was like I coulda sworn a thousand gradz. And everyone is perfect in this city, they all have wonderful faces, that are unique and super-twisted. I ran into many fellow old amigos that I hadn't seen in a whole year//s. But in that picture, that last one, is filled with frustration, fear and loathing, hapiness, joy, wonder, ponder, blanked-ness, stupidity, graciousness, blinking eye (singular because it was only mine), and him ( the Armenian doode). He totally passed by staring at the mini crowd of WE. It would only be 3 years til we were accomplished as well...
taking the same photo, hopefully I won't be at a different escuela by then though

But for now, let the good times come & go.

Success Pt.1

2009-06-16T01:12:00.000-07:00

I really do enjoy this summatime, I really hate summer and the awful feelings it gifts me, but this one, I really like it, there's somethin' bout it...
And I've been a real busybee as well, I like that too
I've also been sweating my ballz off
I learned how to ride a bike almost yesterday, but the day before, it was wonderful besides the fact it was a kids and I totally ate it on the way baack,
so now my ass is killin' & somehow my whole knee hurts crazy, but there's only one bruise...on my shin.
It makes no sense
But now I have to figure how I'm going to use my birffday mula, choices CHOICES choices
so indecisive, that it could kill!
I can't stop going to Disneyland, that might kill me too...
BEACH CRUISER!!! Here I come???

I just watched Revolutionary Road yesterdaay, I really liked that too, my ma & pa thought it was depressing which is why they figured why I liked it. And I'm also reading The Rum Diary by Hunter S. Thompson? Or somethin' like that, he also wrote Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. Both works are very good, with cool 50s settings,, meee likey mucho. I want to work on script writing again, I guess I'll continue with The Rum Diary after cleaning the garage tomorrow, fudddddge n' crackaaas!

Note to Self: You really wanna go to Frnace and live with foreign family for a whole month in December to relax and love another life...the End.

1st Day Of Summer

2009-06-02T20:47:00.000-07:00

2009-05-29T20:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my birthday, it was a neutral one. I wasn't too sure what to think. I had finals all day and listened to voicemails and read texts in between the bathroom stalls during Spanish, all wishing me happiness and joy. But all I really wanted was to be with them, my good'ol pals from far far away (40 miles).

I kept the date on the down low, and somehow a few people at ma school figured it out. But I still missed thee old wonderful city, and cried out of being so lonely and such an independent asshole. I know somewhere inside of me I wanted some people to know it was my birthday, but i didn't have the selfishness to announce it to the world. But ffrom my friends I received earrings, bracelets, funny ghetto-cool cards, chocolate, and wishes. Apparently I'm starting to look my age, because before the family would guess my age about a few years too much, now they're under-guessing.

But I loved my family, and I can't believe I actually slept for my two hours of freedom.
It started like this:
-Ditched neighbors to walk around for a few hours
-Ate jack in the box with $2.89 in hand
-Sat, listened to music
-Walked to the skatepark, got a 50cent icee thing
-Went home
-Did nothing, sister & cousin came home, wished me happy birthdays (includ.lil louie)
-Nour gave me my gift from her & Cleo, and told me she was sorry she forgot bout the day
-Mom came home, comforted things, watched tv, fell asleep
-Woke up super sleepy two hours later, find that Cleo had stopped bye, but decided not to wake me up, even though she walked hours to my house and left a funny card
-I was mad at myself for wasting my day
-Went to Tio Max's, his birthday also, received gifts (moneymoneymoney)
-I love my mother & my father very merry much

Summer Translation

2009-05-21T18:36:00.000-07:00

I'll attempt this, soon, maybe.

2009-04-30T21:03:00.000-07:00

This describes everything right now

The urge for a voice, to make noise and have it travel to infinity and beyond, plus to look super cute and quirky,
fuck my bad moods! that's why I'm not putting a heart on the "u"
because I really mean it!

Tomorrow is a brand new day!

And I hope everyone will enjoy thou Friday...

Of the Moment

2009-04-30T17:00:00.000-07:00

Josie, Tre, lazy, f♥cking despise school, 20 more days, lazy, lazy, pointless, slow, stupid, suck-ass, shit, f&heart;sck, fatness, food, throwup, barf noises, fridays can suck it, it's not even friday, spanish is getting complicated, biology too, I hate drawing, don't want to draw anymore, someone hand me a tub of bottles of paints

By the way, new identity: TCT (Temporary Camel Toe)
This is the personal name you get when you start hangin with metal petals, which is a group of people who constantly play guitar & f&heartsck 'round 24/7, including:
Chode-a, Metro, Shitstain, Asscrack, Twat, Turd Burglar,
& NOT Frank the Tank

In this lifetime,

2009-04-30T16:59:00.000-07:00

change is coming, I hope.

Hawaii #5 - Clown Fish and a story

2009-04-07T18:24:00.001-07:00

I'm goin' to Hawaiiikikilayujuahnvjdfj b♥tches! Details? None. Not booked, yet super stoked, this is my "birthday present" that's actually from my G-maaa. F♥ckkkkk yeah! I'm so excited, I'll finally be like one of those people who travel like in those commercials with the cheesy 80's songs to attract the attention of those with the 1980's past. Although, I never gifts, anhhh I still won't ask, but I shall attempt to save up for that baby camerrrra from Nikon, I'll name it, feed it great sights, and never lose it! It's called thy Cannon EOS w/things that make it look like life is in HD (aka I could never afford).

One day everything will workout well, but then that would mean we couldn't explore the emotion, frustration, and what good would that be?
Now I will run along and make mental image of shit I want to take on my trip...excuse me

There's a first for everything:

2009-04-06T17:43:00.000-07:00

Gig, specifically backyard punk gig.

I was excited//nervous, it was pretty not exciting

Note:
-walked 1/2 hour to there with Cleo
-Got at Kyle's house, bands takin a while to set up
-Breathin' loads of cigs n alcohol hand me downs
-Stayed for bout an hour
-Left for 5 minutes
-Went back to hear Manteca
-Walked back home 'round 11, took 1/2 hour
-Ran through sprinklers to shake off the smeellll

I thought it was pretty lame, but still grateful for the experience
Maybe the next ones will be cooler?

Thanks Cleo & Birdy for takin' care of me!

And f♥ck everyone on Spring break having fun!

Orangeporange

2009-03-26T02:55:00.000-07:00

I am craving orange lipstick, I've always looked at it and pictured myself in a flashback in the 60's wear I'm smokin' a cig with Andy Warhol, and shouting at him like crazy saying Jimi Hendrix is better than you'll ever be. Then I get diagnosed with epilepsy with all his damn flashing lights everywhere at his showcase. Then I come back to life noticing I don't have flawless porcelain skin, pin thin structure, winged out eyes, & grooovy style. It's such a wake up call. Only thing is, although I wear lipstick almost every day, I hate how it looks when you smile, it's so f♥cking disgusting! So then I'll refrain from smiling and laughing and look like a non-approchable bitch, then I'll hate myself for not being happy-go-lucky.

I'm sorry I accidently closed the window, but somehow saved the photos from this I believe Bacardi supported fashion show? And I all I know is the clothes are tribal n lovely, they're wearingg orangatangg lips, and that guy has cool jacket.

Katy Perry x Jeremy Scott = Missbehave Magazine

2009-03-26T00:44:00.000-07:00

Oh Shnazzzy pants! I need to go on a scavenger hunt to find this damn magazine! I've been interested in this mag for a few years, yet only have two issues, and this is their last printed issue, and then they go online! It makes me sad to not see it oversized-ness stick out of the pile of professional Vogues. Ya'know Missbehave is a relief from all the prestige-ness of all the others, this ones messy, fun, hot, it's like a drunk magazine. So yes! Invest your few dollars in this one, because it has superr fun opinions n cool shit like that, and if you live in ghetto areas, tell all yo cholita friends, they'll definitely diggg. If ya'know what I mean jelly bean! You may find it once at your local 7/11 or at Barnes & Noble in a badass city. But in the meantime check out their amazzzzzing bloggita. Only bad mama jammmas write on this shit, with the exception of Fat Jew & Albert the Boy Intern, yet they still got Samantha and Lesley Arfin, who happens to write some of the dopest thoughts ever, in "Dear Diary."

Blumarine RTW Spring 09

2009-03-25T16:53:00.001-07:00

Really diggin' this designer!

Tune in

2009-03-25T15:39:00.000-07:00

Seriously can't stop listening to:
Devendra Banhart
Crystal Castles

And introducing...

The Asteroids Galaxy Tour

Self inflicted questions

2009-03-25T14:37:00.000-07:00

Robert stop sabotaging my blog, and state of mind! So yeah he's in this independent film, and he plays a guy who reads a self-help book written by another guy. And well the trailer is sweet and it makes me want to cry, because I think we all have severe breakdowns and hate when skinny cute bitches are the assholey girls in the film and you feel bad for the guy who can't have her? Just like in Once, only this one is called How to Be. It's sincerely good lookin' and attractive with all the loser English dudes in it, it's so appealing. And you want to cry more because you know you've read a self help book yourself trying to figure out what kind of depression you have and end up with all of them. Then you try to eat healthy, exercise, be positive, and let all those blasted brain chemicals help you out. And then! You have a pending library late fee, for the book, with such a cheesy and intriguing name, The Chemistry of Joy. And yeah, that's pretty much my self-help story, maybe yours as well too, I should really return that book though. Maybe this movie will help just as much, and for anyone, you should get that book, it's really cool.

And please local movie theatre, open up Happy-go-Lucky, I really need the cheer me up shit right now. I'm lookin' for another deep mindful cleansing.

It just hit me!

2009-03-24T09:17:00.000-07:00

So like around last year, I became outrageously crazy when I found out No Doubt were touring again in the summer, so I notified my die hard No Doubt/Gwen Stefani friend, and she started freakin' out and thought it was so insane. So we pretty much called dibs when they went on sale. Which ended up happening too. But I'm excited and it barely hit me, f♥ck yeah!

I'm gonna go see No Doubt mothatruckasss! It's going to be so intense and wonderful, and I'll cherish it for the rest of my life. And of course it's going to be worth the $100+ I'm paying for the ticket! I'm entering contests for radio stations, I'm going to make the most out of this summer. It was funny though, because when my friend called me up to tell she got the tickets in the mail, all you heard was screaming and bunches-of-happiness, I asked who it was, and she said it was her Mama, and we started crackin' up like fireworks.

Man! I'm so stoked! I want to where cool clothes and get pumped for what's next. Plus I'm going to ask my friend if I could borrow her Rastafarian beret, it's beautiful! Ahhhh! So excited, I have only saved up $23? But the concert is in August, yes! Oh goodness, yay!

A Mellow Spring Monday

2009-03-24T00:33:00.000-07:00

Hey! I'm on Spring Break! Yes, thank goodness gracious me! I need this break, wish it was a bit longer, I could at least refreshen my simplistic life and find more fun sh♥t to do.
Well today, or yesterday now, I woke up at 8:37 I believe, chilled with my pops, eating peanut butta sammys, before he goes to work (driving 2 hours away). He leaves, sadly, all by myself at home with not much to do. I was afraid some ninja would kick in the door and jack all the oreo cookies that we left, which was two, so I clung onto the computer for an hour or so, thenmy mind spoke the words, "F♥ck this, let's do something!" So I ended up meeting up with a friend, what was supposed to be Starbucks, but instead traveled from the skatepark, to 7/11, then off to exchange Floutita's coins in her cool piggy bank at Stater Brothers, then decided we're hungry, off to Panera Bread, then CVS, Target, corner where I instantaneously decided to go back home and said au revoir, back to skatepark, and home sweet home. I walked in with a frozen face and kitty cat afraid of the chilly breeze.
I wish I took photos of what happened today, which actually wasn't much, but it was nice & mellow. We also gave like probably ten dollars maximum to those cool homeless people that your mom probably doesn't let you talk to, in front of the supermarkets and stores. Then we saw the same guys a few times, and they recognized us, saying sweet things like God Bless You. Which cheered me up, considering I'm an atheist, but you know it's nice to see other people believe in something so powerful, ya'know what I mean jelly bean?
I was sad to see Floutita go, but she had her own plans, as I walked home listening to repeats of "I Lust You" by Neon Neon & grabbin' a 75 cent ice cream from the skatepark. It was a nice walk, the mountains were literally in HD, I spent more time pettin' my pretty kitty and cleaning.
Today was sweet, plus I got some new bangin' earrings that my mom definitely loathes! And I had a cool new mediterranean sammy with some yummy ass fruit punch!
Oh yeah, we talked bout Coachella, God, Food, Death, Candy Stores, Surgeries, Her Mancandy, Happiness, Thrift Stores, Drugs, Ditchin', Jacking, & the mysteries of depression...

This weeks rough sketch:
Yesterday- Soothing lunchtime with Floutita
Today- Wanderlustin' with Cleo
Tomorrow- Beachtime with Linguini & Friends? If there's room.
The Day After Tomorrow- Mini makeover on Vagoina, she wants to be Bohemian-ified!
Friday. - Chillin with mama jama!
Weekends- I never know...

Now, today is a new mystery, after I get my sleep!

The skies haven't looked this cotton candy-eed in a long time, which is why this photo ain't recent, miss you mother nature!

Meet Ilonka

2009-03-23T09:04:00.000-07:00

This is Ilonka, absolutely thy greatest person in the world, we now live an hour away from each other, and see thou every two months. She has a boy named a name that starts with a "J." I can't remember what it is, well she's smarter and stupider than me, all my W.C. friends are. They is cracked out mothaf♥ckas who love to go to Goodwill and take photos wearing cool hats along with an asian similar lookin' dude to the cool guy from The Karate Kid. Yep, that's what the people I love are like. They now go on cool adventures and make up really good jokes and vocabulary. I miss them with much missing and it kills me when we have a mini-union and they're laughing away wish inside jokes and 'bout chicks & dicks I have no clue 'bout.

But yeah she's unexplainable, has been for the 7+ years she's existed in my life.
(And that's my favorite photo of her, it's so beaner and awesome!, from2007)

A tip off the hat to you

2009-03-22T16:09:00.000-07:00

These are beautiful photos of gorgeous items from "The List" on revolveclothing.com. I like the mellowness of the first photo, and how her lips accentuate the dramaticness as well. There's this thing with beaded collar looking necklaces that I think is so wonderful, like in this one magazine, I believe InStyle, where Donatella Versace has an interview with many of her jewelery pieces, and the most elegant outrageous badass necklace there was, was of a 1920's beaded necklace inspired by the Egyptian times, when people were discovering the ancients ruins and such. It was such a neat piece, because it had rubies, diamonds, and emeralds with little beatle prints. And that's when I fell in love...
Top hats are so dope, they could either feed off some elegant and classy feel, even if you were wearing it with like American Apparel golden booty shorts. Then it also reminds you, of course, of the circus! I love circuses, it's such a wonderful thing, with the animals and the "freaks". You know it was a way to escape, but people were also showed off as freaks, which sucks monkey balls really. But the lifestyle was intense, you have to admit. And those last two wedding rings are sweet!

Spring Prom 2009

2009-03-21T01:36:00.001-07:00

2009-03-20T22:20:00.000-07:00

Hey what's up! Man, I really need to step up my fashion thoughts, I know so much, yet speak so little. Ahhh! What is wrong with my mind and the unconsistency of it? Well, that is what this blog is for, pretty much like a backup memory card or emergency happiness recalls, somehow.

I would like to apologize to myself for gettin' sh♥ty grades, therefore not wandering anywhere anytime soon.

Where is thy adventure to thee?

Meet Cleo

2009-03-17T21:48:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhh! I was lookin at Cleo's Ipod photos, she has like five of them:

Her fruity tooty Birdy, some photo, a photo of her, anotha photo of her

Then SNAP! I realized it was a photo of her takin a shadoobie (sh♥t)

It was funnny, I'll ask her why it's there, because I have no clue!

But yeah this is Cleo, I met her in my class, she's one of the coolest people I know/barely know. She has great adventurous stories and is chill. We both agree that one day we need to treat ourselves t something materialistic such a dress or shoes. in her current case, the Prada robot key chain. We hunger for cool sh♥t!

(Besides her dopeness, she used to have dimple piercings, but took them out due to some wierd shidnitt growing next to it.)

She also looks like Selena Gomez, probably prettier, because she doesn't wear much makeup and invited my vegetarian ass to a steakhouse the first time we were gonna hang out, but she ended up comin over my place at 10pm and fallling in love with my cat.

Now she has a cool new puppy, Butterfly & her cat is preggo in the eggo. But so are three chicks in my class, but that's a different story...

The Luck of the Irish?

2009-03-17T17:33:00.000-07:00

There's not many white people at my school, the majority has to be Latino or African American. But out of those people you would be seriously suprised how much of them are actually Irish or even part, unlike I, who bullshits every ethnicity there is. Because I am, just, that mixed.
A lil sistaaa and I roamed 'round the house lookin' for green, then I remembered I had this awesome emerald shirt, one of my favorites, actually. Then I stained thy lips with a strawberry colour and slapped the pounds of gold on.
I love this cool guy from FlickR...

So here's the cool green shirt and my rediculous face/self. I didn't really wear the blazer, it's only for tonight. Imagine if I wore that stupid blazer during three hours of damn testing for the oh darn-o high school exit exam? Oh my, I would've torn it to shreds.
The shoes are Made By Elves, but I believe Made By Leprachauns would've been way siiick! Yuck, I need to vacuuuuuuum that deserted room! And I felt like a pinup girl just not gorgeous, but definitely happy! Dear lordy sweet baby jesus, I need a good camera, one day...one day.

That's not mine, I really wish it was though, well no, not really. Today I finally had a lunch with Cleo and I didn't even chill with her. I got lost in translation today, most likely left with an unintended truency and one dollar for food for the rest of the week. Man, what the hell goes on in my life?
But it's cool, I guess, because Cleo lent her Ipod to me, which includes this super cool song, by Neon Neon called 'I Lust You'. It's superr snazzy and so is a lot of her music, compared to my constant reggae & rastafari tunes.

Ahhh... this is the whole-ish outfit. Oh no! Full body pic! Everyone, quuick grab a bag to barf in!
blehhhh blahhh jkghieurghtjk
http://www.flickr.com/photos/36204078@N06/3364411454/

Chuck Norris is an ass kickin Legend

2009-03-12T21:30:00.000-07:00

This a photo of me & mi hermano at Knott's Berry Farm, in photobooth, in the pre-summer, on a field trip. It was hot, awkward and creepy that day. While every person was making out with some person they've known for the 3 years and finally decided to have the balls to go for the gold. Me and my best friend we shittin' it up at their joke shop, blowing what we thought was billions of dollars on fake plastic flies, googly eyes, and other shit I can't remember, that came out to $20. But it was cool, because there was Southern accented lady, whom we practically interviewed, while she was workin at the register, who said she was going to buy the flies too for her next family BBQ. She was a sweet old african-american lady!

Last year, somehow my brother got into Chuck Norris facts. And so did the rest of the gang...So in the summer I bought him an au revoir gift. It was from urban outfitters, because they have super neat books and super sale items there. And it was siiiiiiiiiick!
400 Badass Chuck Norris Facts
It's the best $??.99 you'll ever spend in your life.

We don't usually look this cracked out, or this asian, in this case, the both of us! By the way this is me and my favoritest alien being, Ilonka. She's a very crazy lady! Whom i've been on many adventures with...

2009-03-12T21:16:00.000-07:00

Usually I'm not crying over Robert Pattinson, mainly because I have difficulties pronouncing his last name & not Shia LaBeouf's. But he only caught my eye in Harry Potter, but so did Ron Weasley(yeah, that red with the rat). Now this photo has changed my mind forever, he is beautiful, I don't usually say/write that bout any man. But his face is exquisite. And it might just be the eyes, or the matching Dior Homme suit to his eyes, or the siiick sexy oily hair, or the scruff, and the tie! It's sad to admit, in a way, but Bobby you are a beauty, and no I would not rape you in a room, but I may hyperventilate and you'll have to save my panick-y ass. Yeah, I like that story better.
Oh! And I cannot take you seriously in Twilight, sorry to be disrespectful, but it was uncomfortable to watch and quite funny though!

But sir, do not come to my house or let my mom see you, she'll abduct you, leave my father, and I'd hate you for you and your ever-lasting life.

2009-03-10T20:34:00.000-07:00

Drew Barrymore is wonderful, she's gorgyyy porgy, and she's optimistic. Overall she's a happy woman. And always seems to have the coolest hair my personal favorite is the redhead phase where it was all beachy looking and fresh. But now it's bleache blonde which is cool too since she like's to mix it with 60's makeup & hair. She's super chill I could talk about her for days, I don't even know the lady, but I wish I did. I hope her and Jason Segel will make wonderful mysterious clown babies. That would be one legendary family...in my book!
Plussss+++++
She was in E.T., you pretty much can't get any better than that. Especially if you're starting to get into directing, about a teenage girl who finds herself in a world of badass roller girls. And your co-friends happen to be Ellen Page and a brand new piercing on your tongue, because you're just that cool.

Yes, I am somewhat drifting to start talkin' directly to Drew, thanks for your bubbly existense!

Homegirl is also in that movie, obviously, He's just Not That Into You, who plays a bootycall. (I have yet to see any movies in this recession/since i very much live in America) But she plays this chick I believe Edie, oh I wish I knew! I also believe in an HBO film Grey Gardens.
Oh! I wish I knew Drew. If anyone she should be the typical American girl. And if anyone is reading this, it's official, Drew Barrymore is the typical American Girl. Represent girl!!

Pastel pleasures...

2009-03-08T01:43:00.001-08:00

Pastels can be sooo purty, if I could, I would wear a new pastelly dress every weekday and vacation in a modern asshole home,

& sleep like a lazy...pretty kitty.

2009-03-08T00:32:00.000-08:00

What is not going on in my life, but really should:

♥ Walking around town to calm down my extreme wanderlust
♥ Finding the energy to interest myself to actually dress the way I would like to
♥ Buying a camera to make super nice photos, like other people have that somehow become very successful in luring people through the eyes
♥ Becoming active, so I have even more energy to focus on my wanderlustin' after school adventures
♥ Buy more fruit! Because they're very delicious & nutritious!
♥ Starting an art program for them cool lil kids who practically live in hospitals
♥ Selling some artwork to actually donate some dough to U.N. organizations
♥ Start writing my epic moment stories on paper.
♥ Finish my screenplays
♥ Overall be a healthier, happier, crazier version of myself
♥ Overcome my constant negativities
♥ Finish reading my 3-step self-help book, and turnin' it in on time at the library
♥ Actually attempt to be great at the UNICEF contest this year, and somehow work with Ilonka, and win the beautiful trip to Italy.
♥ Find a job in this grueling American recession, to actually accomplish any of these things
♥ Love everyone, everything, and anything
♥ Improve memory

Sh♥t this is a very long list.

2009-03-08T00:17:00.000-08:00

Let's start off with a sexy photo...

dayuuuuum.

(Throughout time I think it'll be pretty clear that Jason Segel is an amazingly beautiful beast, that I shall meet and totally fall in love, because he is that insanely lovable.)